Wednesday, June 22, 2011

sigh. seriously, sucks ! ~
after saying it, i just feel more angry and the feeling x100 sucks! sigh. speechless yeah ~ there's nothing she can do or there's nothing we can do. i really dontknow how long can i tolerate it. friends aroud me been listening to me whinning, complaining and nagging ! they are sick and tired of listening too. I told myself i should just stop it but my mouth just cant stop. -.- m trying my best to do well but somehow it didnt go the way i want. not because am not doing my best, is because there's really no one or got to see your luck, seriously, i swear! i just dislike the way she do things. if she is being fair to me, i dont think i will pick up on her. ya, honestly, maybe m jealous that she can do it well but not me. but m trying not to think it this way. and also i dontknow how to put my trust on her after hearing what my friend tell me. sigh ! ~ i dontknow what i should do next. i think i shall just leave it and do my best? that will be the best way i suppose? hmmm. i seriously hope after today, i will stop whinning, complaining and nagging bout it. tmr will be a better day (Y)!